I have not been ANYWHERE ( aside from a couple dinners which you've seen the photos), in 3 years since this unicorn virus nonsense BULLSHIT here in Japan started. It may be finished where you are but HERE... it is GUNS BLAZING PARANOIA. I am in a shopping mall.
*I live in the country and hardley a 5G tower exist around my area but driving into the city, huge 5G towers EVERY half a mile. I can literally feel the radiation zapping through me. The only person here with no mask. I am in HELL.
There is a really loud demanding speaker blaring on repeat
"Wear a mask! remain social distancing! shop safe!"
"Wear a mask! remain social distancing! shop safe!"
"Wear a mask! remain social distancing! shop safe!"
Then I had a FULL BLOWN panic attack (first time). My entire body is shaking and I can barely even walk or catch my breath. Gotta take a break in the ladies room. It took me forever to get my camera still to take this photo. I feel like I'm in a fucking insane assilum. It is like walking amoung the fucking living dead. I dont even think these people are real. Just part of the holography.
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I could only stay 30 minutes and lost my appetite and desire to buy ANYTHING. I did by a nice tie for Hidenori and some donuts for my Japanese Mama and Papa. I was an hour and 30 minute from home and it was dark outside. I was absolutely paralyzed with fear and terrified to drive. Had to make it though 5 really long tunnels deep in the mountains. I've never been so petrified with unexplainable fear and disorientation in my entire life. I was shaking for 6 hours.
What a fucking nightmare. Holy fucking shit.
I cried like a baby too, when I finally made it home.
Feeling a bit better today, but nauseous and still quite shaken up.
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It is so very saddening for me, to experience the complete and utter deterioration of this beautiful society. Makes me sick to my stomach everytime I see a mask or the shop attendent wearing blue plastic gloves and sterilizing them with hand sanitizer before they touch the cash register. They wont even touch your shopping bag. You have to bag it yourself. I snap, though. I make them do their fucking job and put my item in the fucking bag and hand it to me like they got some fucking sense. They do it too. Then I politely tell them Covid is fake and their masks and gloves are pointless, before I leave the shop.